surroundings happenings has definitely been a rollercoaster.
this includes me too.
now that got me thking.
alot of gan chus so to speak.

accepting other ppls comments will make u urself see a clearer n brighter pic.
yes, though some words are hurtful, but this is how tough gets going.
im trying not to thk so much now.

i hope both of them are alright?
i try to be there. but if it irritates either, i truly apologise.
ultimately i feel its sort of my fault too.

will things be even fine?
the rest is still unwritten..

sometimes i need a clearer pic to see n know the right feeling.

this time, im so flabbergusted by myself.
wad happen to me?

so is it a gd or bad?

enjoying every single bit of moments.
thanks for the company.

will there be more of ytds to come?

jam hsiao’s concert is definitely a kick ass event.

had the fair share of gambling during the festive period.
okay apparently it shld be fair to me cos i dont really gamble thruout the year.

some things jus happen.
u cant change the fact for it.
some things jus needs to be sacrificed so that u can do the correct thing.
one cant possibly have the best of the two worlds.
thats if u know wad i meant.

yes of cos as much as i wld wan it that way, tell me wads the thing im lacking of?

is it so hard to coordinate jus by putting effort for say fifteen mins of ur time?
i mean look, when outings/gatherings are happening, means theres a gd organiser.
but w him/her ard, the others got to show support too.

its definitely not the first time seeing things like that.
everything jus throw to the same ppl n do it always.

im very very very disappointed with this fren of mine.

happy new year!
xin nian kuai le!
its once again the tiger year.
which means ive been alive two luns alrdy?

i thank my mom for giving birth to me as a healthy person.
she gave me wad she cld provide me as a responsible mother.
yes, despite of wad shit she got for so many years.
though at some stage i was a troublemaker, she still got my back eventually.
at this v point of time when i look back, i jus wish i can fast forward time to have a stable income.
adulthood here i come officially.

ytd was cny day one plus vday.
i suppose singles shld be glad that 2010′s vday jus happens to be the same day as cny?
i dont deny i am man. awwwwwwwwwwww.

recently things/ppl ard me have been making me a v emotional person.
not emo emo of being sad, but the emo emo side of wanting to fall love all over again.
i dont know how to describe it but i know im not so cool towards how i feel anymore.
as in not too geng alrdy, get wad i mean?

how do you know when you like someone?
how do you make him notice of you?
how do you know that hes noticing you?
how do you know when he likes you too?

many ppl always mentioned abt to follow fate.
if dont have then dont have.
if have then its a bonus.

regards to me.
to drop the idea anot?
awww. i jus failed on the word ____.

side note: im thankful for the colleagues im having right now.

it has been years. n its always like that.
ppl see me as strong, but i dont thk i am as growing up starts.
so many heartbreaks i had, i still bite it off to get it thru.
most of the time im jus being the only one doing everything by myself.
since sch days, esp uni.

im really tired of being alone.
im sounding like some whiny little girl now.
even immortals need to eat.
even deities can be sad.

sometimes i wish to be as strong as like the cactus.
damn it.

im not trying to be some big shot.
let me stop thking.
its quite tiring.

i hope the workload in office will lighten somehow.

rainie yang n show luo’s show is addictive.
zz.

anyhow.
i dont feel tt its two o one o man.
perhaps im not having some gd motivations yet still.
yea at times i thk im really some dull person whose life is quite boring.
esp when i started working at wd.
wake up. go work. come back. slp. routine.
and sometimes weekends will be a question mark for me?

i reckon its the catching up of age where.. i dont know.
but i know whatever im doing so far its still not enough for me.
i did managed to accomplish some goals in two o o nine somehow by looking back.

chalet was fun. im thankful for this bunch of frens i got.
at least i see them interacting, making new frens and yes of cos fun.
my expectations got me carried away initially. not v thoughtful.
but after clearing the air it was better.
i wonder when it will be the next upfront full gathering like this again.

i wish family matters dont exist at all sometimes really.
this may lead a better life for my family, esp my mom.
i shld be doing sth to lighten the load right? but i dont know how again.
i admit im lazy comparing to other ppl.

humans are weird aint it?
wp is a weird person.
true or false?

i better go mop the floor now.